RaSa HaTi

ok3...malam neh dah update 3 kali...tetiba rajin lebih..bukan apa..tadi selongkar hp..n tetiba tgk ada lg msj from MR.A...ehemm!really miss him..although we have very short relationship but he make me feel everybody must be happy for themselves..i give chance for myself to be happy..aku sedar x sume org perfect, xsume org ada luck en..n aku sedar bila dia muncul dalam idup aku..

tp sume tuh kejap aje..aku xpasti samada mmg niat dia nak main2kan aku or ape en..tp sedih r..dia bg impact yg dalam utk aku..aku xnk r emo lebih en,padahal putus kasih jaa pun..bukan bertunang or kawen lg en...tp myb bg kesan trauma gk..(EKELEH,LEBIH2 LAK..)

'3.24 am,msj masuk..(btw,pagi esk baru aku baca)
"look at the time now, u must be quessing why am i still not asleep yet. its bcoz i've watch all of ur pics and how i wish i can steal all of them and keep it for me only to see and not 1 else.hehe. its hard for me to believe that there's is no one will want you bcoz of ur looks. i mean u look amazing ok. and im still finding it hard to clear my mind about u. haha!. is this it? maybe one day it will be. right?"

i dont know actually..its all about nk puji aje or wat the buck en??tp ntahlaa..juz,perhubungan yg singkat neh wat aku syg dia..n aku igt lagi bila dia ckp..

" if i love u bcoz of who u r, will u love me back then?"

seriusly, it make me feel gud...hmmmm..

tp apa nak buat,jodoh x ada en..aku doakan dia bahagia dgn pilihan dia..n sbbkan sume neh,aku rasa pintu hati aku tertutup wat masa sekarang..really, i cant let u go now...i really miss u..